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Man, memory lane is getting crowded. I have been pulling in friends in facebook from all over the big blue marble, and because of the melancholy memory musings I have been up to the old campus twice for recon and to post photos, then yesterday I made another visit to the street where I lived, crossed walked, rode, run and stumbled during my college years. Yesterday was the Talbot Street Art Fair, I haven't been to one of those in at least 15 years, it is huge now. I went because I was offered free art from one of my Roberts camera store customers who I have been helping get her technical photography skills up to par so she can increase her sales and reach. I was only on the street for about a half hour, saw another Herron friend and a couple more Roberts customers too. But had to get back to the world-headquarters and mow since it looked as though rain would ruin my parade. Now my time, like my patience is limited, so I off to work will go, hi ho. 







































Just like that fateful April day in 1912; the Band played on. This time none of the survivors had to be dragged out of the icy waters and onto the decks of the Carpathia and into a makeshift infirmary. No this time the freeze-line was beyond the windows and walls of the Chatterbox far south of the 41st parallel. o, this time the icy waters were in the form of snow flakes and frozen rain add mostly on the secondary streets of fair Indy.










Saturday Night with Rachel Shirley at Irish Fest '08


Me with Keith Roberts , Front man for the Young Dubliners,
photo: Rachel Shirley © 2008
Saturday: We didn't arrive at the festive site until around 5:30, since we stopped at the Suite on the 14th floor and dropped of all non-essential items and affects. Then a short walk got us to the gates of the park. Soon enough we found Mike Wilson diligently working away at Beer Truck #5 (I think). See, Mike volunteers to work the Irish Fest's every year, and Rich and I volunteer to attend. Mel Shoffner arrived not long before we completed our first pass around the grounds with Jenni, who (like Mel) was not in the Friday evening fest festivities. One of our favorite venders this year was artist/painter T. W. Williams of the 317 area code. We all liked several of his pieces (I think Rebecca even liked one or two but it is so hard to tell with the hard drinkers!) and in a surprise move rich bought one of his favorites before we left for the Embassy Suites and our hired room for the evening. Jenni, who's bursa bereaved knee which she had a cortisone shot in a few day earlier, left before the final acts of the fest crew were acted out. The remainders of our crew all wandered over to the Claddagh Stage and watched The Young Dubliners live while finishing off our food/beverages tickets. Rachel Shirley one of my Roberts camera customers who Rich, Mike and I hung with on Friday night returned form a Wedding shoot in St. Louis to finish the night with our group again. Rachel and I bought Young Dubs merch and got the autographs of the entire band after the encore song.


















































We left Green Bay with smiles on both our faces (mine so prominent that it kept spilling over onto Jenni's). My next destination Manistique Michigan in the Upper Peninsula. We got there after 10:00 so the sidewalks were already rolled up and put away. But the point was to get inside the U.P. and sleep which the Econo Lodge allowed to do. The next morning it was up with a crack (and a pop and a few groans too). Packing the car back with all of our stuff it was time for a pleasant drive to White Fish Point, where there be a Shipwreck Museum. White Fish Point is horn of land jutting out into Lake Superior. There is a lighthouse there, and The Great Lakes Museum. The Museum officially opens on May 1st, but there is an appointment only routine that we tried to rig using Aldiss Lamps, Semaphore and Cell Phones. I would leave a message. They would reply that they got the message. Jenni would leave a message. My new I-Phone worked well everywhere but the upper reaches of the U.P., Jenni's sprint phone didn't work well at all and 90% of the trip she was roaming. Neither of our phones were working when we reached W.F. Point, there were workmen repairing sidewalks, and people at the Coast Guard Station, but the Museum itself seemed closed. We never heard if our 'by appointment' tour was granted, and so we just

















































Wednesday. Something is Wrong: Early in the morning, around 4 AM I awake with a pain in the brain. In the Cerebellum and Primary visual cortex the savages of Migrainia were at war. I got up a stumbled into the kitchen for a glass of water and some of the pills I have been prescribed when such skirmishes arise. I went back to bed only to get up groggy and still suffering at 6:40. I took two extra strength pain relievers and prepared to head out to work, thinking that in a couple of hours I could take another Midrin if need be. Need Did be, and then some. Nausea sat in as the Prefrontal Cortex got into the act. Vision blurred words slurred and an early exit occurred. I was home by 11:15, and agonized in the bedroom waiting for quiet, dark and peace. An eye pillow provided the dark, the balance never occurred and I fell in and out of fitful repose. The hypersensitivity of all my nerves made the bed feel like it was covered in glass dust.
Jenni came home and brought Rally's Fish sandwiches. My body and my hunger took neutral corners and the bout began. Then the new Harry Potter Movie went into the DVD player and we "watched" it . I had trouble getting the oculars to organize images on the macula and retinal surfaces and it took all my good humor (vitreous and otherwise) to make heads and tails of the tale. Having read all the books I can say that I was not lost, but I still will replay the DVD when I have time for a better reckoning with the images to the minds eye. Had Hermione been available she may have uttered "Oculas Repairo," but no, my woes were not due to broken glasses but instead broken brain. After moving pictures were phosphors slowly fading from the persistence of vision I again retired to the silicated surfaces of sleep to fight my way onto a morning. I knew immediately upon waking on the first alarm that there would be no way I could leave the confines of agony or address.
Thursday did not take place. I can't prove it but I'm sure it was no more than two hours long at best. Charlie woke me at 10 something with a dookie-pee pee ballet-tap improvisation number, I struggled on loose shoes and hoodie over sleep pants and tee and took the hound to his business spots. He read and left canine-p-mail, dropped a load of relief off at the base of a evergreen, and we came back in. I saw to it that there was food in animal dishes, and went back to the crypt and eye pillow. 6 something, Jenni is home and asks if I had the good sense to eat. I have no sense that is not enraged. She provided Wendy's shortly after waking me again to say that there is one of each for us. My one of each was a double w/cheese, a collection of slender potato planks and a cylinder of Sprite with straw (So was hers). I watched Smallville, then soaked in a tub of salinated hot water before returning to bed.
Friday: Not Working, not an option. More Midrin and pain killers, situation little improved, vision back to nominal and work on the horizon. I went to work, mostly because I had to, there I made a difference in the lives of camera cravers, fueled jets with ink for picturing a better world, and lest we forget sold memory for the express purpose of enriching memories. The meds were making inroads and I was merely in agony (no longer suicidal) when the day ended at the camera ranch. I went to the bowling alley to make a decision. I paid for my place to be vacant, and ordered a shot of Jägermeister (Deanne's migraine modifier) and a small coke back. I did the body shiggles* all the way to the car and drove home.





Work away today, think about tomorrow
Never comes the day for my love and me ...
Justin Hayward, "Never Comes the Day,"
The Moody Blues, On the Threshold of a Dream, released April 2 1969.
The selling season is upon us. Sort of sounds ominous to me: like the killing season, the hunting season, the trapping season. Its none of those things really but its a part of all of those things too. To far to many people giving has become more a sport than a expression of love or caring. It is a part of life, it has been this way since I can remember. It will be this way after I am no longer remembered at all.
You know how some things are there, and have always been there and you don't really think much about how the got there or where they came from? That is a kind of faith I guess. Not in any religious sense but in an acceptance sense. Which I guess is the basis of much in religion too. The first religions were based on the physical world, and an attempt to understand them, that is why the sun was (and is) worshipped. Why it was believed the moon brought mystery, music and love and so was also worshipped. Mighty rivers, biggest trees, mountains, you name it. To the observer these were there at the beginning, they were timeless, were not susceptible to human weakness or frailty. These were the eternals. These were gods. Then came the grapes, and the barleys, the fermenters, and they were then new gods, for they brought release and new candor and feelings of euphoria.
I lost what-ever track I was tracing in my head above to something akin to sleep, something nearing but not reaching rest. I started that last night before another hapless night of tortured half-sleep. In it I half remembered an Edgar Allan Poe dream, er I should say poem. A short one not so hard to remember, but I had read it and memorized it when I was 11, when I could sleep to dream and awake to a day of renewed optimism and promise. When no avenue was yet closed to me and no dream to foolish or unobtainable. I checked when I got up, I remembered the second and final stanza almost accurately. I found after waking from my dreams that my best sleep was between the first and second alarms, that was the period, that 9 minute reluctance to wake is when I dreamed my own dream within a dream.
| | Take this kiss upon the brow! And, in parting from you now, Thus much let me avow- You are not wrong, who deem That my days have been a dream; Yet if hope has flown away In a night, or in a day, In a vision, or in none, Is it therefore the less gone? All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream. I stand amid the roar Of a surf-tormented shore, And I hold within my hand Grains of the golden sand- How few! yet how they creep Through my fingers to the deep, While I weep- while I weep! O God! can I not grasp Them with a tighter clasp? O God! can I not save One from the pitiless wave? Is all that we see or seem But a dream within a dream? |



































I don't think Mike was driving a black van last night.
Chuck Pace © 2007
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Chuck Pace © 2007
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Is that where the recliner was when we left?



FYI: Nobody knows what Travis was doing to Rachel's shirt, he said he was looking for directions, I think he was trying to tuck the dollar I gave him for the tie flash!












It was there at the Chatterbox on Monday where we all heard the ghastly and sordid tale. I took pictures (what else) so the images and the consequences of them were still fresh in my mind when I was walking back from Conseco yesterday after lunching with the Missus, and nearly got Chris Wested by an SUV that didn't stop, or even slow much before turning on the red-light two feet from me in the crosswalk. I reprint the e-mail open letter I sent to a few select friends and family on my return to work yesterday. 











If Patrick were wearing his sensory depriving suit yesterday he would have missed the sunrise and sunset God-Clouds. Like Jenni missed a whale of a good Rock show.

We have stationed Charlie as a guard to the gardens after an intruder alert, where we found this wicked looking potato bug (or something) on a pepper plant. 








Chuck Pace © 2007
Give me the keys, I'm Going (Ich Gehe) !